Wednesday 17/03
Ok, first real entry. My last breakdown just over 3 weeks ago was a real eye opener. I realised how something very valuable was thrown away due to, well, not stupidity, more like a desire to make things difficult. I will not go into details, but the blessing and curse with BPD is that most people don't notice it until it's too late. So you can seem quite normal (if somewhat edgy and wired) to most of the population, whilst driving those close to you absolutely insane. However, I now already feel a lot better, as I immediately went to the GP and got new medication whilst being referred to a psychiatrist and therapist. Still early days, but the relief of talking to someone who knows about it is immediate.