Wednesday 14/04

Hardly any sleep, grumpy, tired, miserable. Let's call it a case of two steps forward, and one back. Still get fits of jealousy, resentment, hatred of things that are now entirely irrelevant. And want to prove to certain people that they don't deserve me (an aspect of revenge?). Nearly entirely unhelpful thoughts, but they create part of me, so I must accept them, and use the energy they create. Suppose Rome is still being built???