Thursday 18/03

As I said previously, still a long way to go. Drugs are slowing me down and making me very tired. Minor incidents can colour far too much (as they just have). And I'm talking really minor, that's all it takes to derail the positive thoughts, and start delving into the past again. Grrrr!!!! Not nearly as bad as it was 2-3 weeks ago, this is a good sign, though. But I'm once again scared and excited of myself and what I might get up to