Thursday 08/04

There is no point in aiming to be normal, if that's not what you desire. Curbing excesses is the way forward. I am 97.4% certain I would be dead by now if those polar extremes didn't keep each other in check. The depressed me would commit suicide, the bonkers me would not accept that things weren't possible, and would test a homemade nuclear plant or something equally stupid. So instead of going from 0%-100%, I can aim for, say, 10%-90%, then 40%-80%. Still on the side of craziness, mind, because my current frame of mind says that's where I want to be, and I wouldn't accept anything else. You can call this my mental methadone...