22/05/2010

I feel more polarised - the more I know what I want, the less I want to communicate with "normal" people. They just aren't worthy of my time. However, I'm digging a hole for myself here, as that includes anyone I don't know. And I do want to make new friends.
On a medical note, my new drugs make me tired. I will have to change before I decide it'd be better without them. I'm heavily drugged just now, and it makes me bearable. But I want to be free from drugs. It isn't an option, unfortunately, unless I join scientology. And, erm, no!