04/05/2010

Now, what do I want from relationships? I have discussed this on previous occasions, but want to broaden the scope to in clude friends and family, not just girlfriends. I've never been interested in small talk, conversations have to take place on my level. Which I arrogantly believe is higher than most other's. But as my mum tells me constantly, you often need to engage in small talk before the conversation becomes interesting. I have never had a lot of friends, down to my shyness, but also because I blank people I don't find interesting. I easily gett annoyed with people, and actively avaoid them, so they don't start talking boring stuff to me. I engage with very few. New goal, which I've tried before without success, is to be interested in less interesting people. Which is a bigger challenge for me than climbing Mount Everest! But here goes