31/10/2010

Everything in my life seems to be linked to what I'd call the external acknowledgement factor. For relationships, it's about being with a pretty girl, so the outside world can say wow, well done. In martial arts, it's about getting a black belt so the outside world can say wow, well done. In work life, the titles of manager/director will make the outside world say wow, well done. And so on. Currently I'm single, train in a martial arts that doesn't give out belts, and when people ask what I do for a living, I never give them a straight answer as I'm not entirely sure. This may well be the way for me, so not complaining. But part of me still want a black belt in something